Is it time I find a new friend group?

So for a while now I've noticed that my online friend group made up of people I know IRL and online exclusivly, have been excluding me from their gaming sessions. This could be my fault as I usually don't join the discord call unless I know I'm going to be playing a game with them but it's gotten to the point where they don't even think of asking me if I want to join.

Another thing I've noticed with some of the people in this group I've been close to for years have just been fully ignoring my pinging them and asking if they want to play something or asking if theres room for me to play, this has happened on more than one occasion where I will ping them on discord and say "Got room for one more?" or "Wanna play ______ ?" and they will fully be online and just ignore me.

Tonight some of them were playing a game that I enjoy so I pinged one of them in the group and asked if there was room for me to join, no response, so I loaded up the game and sent a request to join their group, no response. I stayed on for a while and played solo (Like I usually do) and still nothing.

It just feels like they don't want me to be apart of anything they do so is it something I'm doing wrong or are they just being bad friends? I'm a pretty socially awkward person so I've never gone about making new friends I wouldn't even know where to start but if I am apart of a toxic relationship I need to know if it's time to take my leave or not.

submitted by /u/LandoniZamboni20
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